Sometimes we make things harder than they need to be. We can’t change everything at once but we can make one change every single day and we can hold ourselves to that. Before I returned to the states I was feeling overwhelmed each time that i thought through all that needed to be done. However, I can’t expect to return home and do everything. Some of the things that I’ve been thinking about/questions I’ve been asking would include:
Why do I find it so hard to relate to some people now?
The overabundance of stuff tends to get to me.
I don’t know how to put into words what happened to me this past year? How do you account for an entire year in a few short sentences?
How should I be filling my days? Am I being too lazy or do I need to give myself a break?
Coffee has never tasted so good! Lol.
Each day seems to be such a range of emotions from high to low to high again. Overall, being home has been amazing and I am loving spending time with my family and friends. Everyone has been so welcoming and each day little pleasures such as a hot shower, electricity, clean clothes, fast wi-fi, etc. continue to excite me and bring me so much joy! Yeah for new beginnings.